If Yan (1)

 I went the first dedicated to Hong Li
Hu Fayun the
01
son before leaving the country, to Ruyan left two things, a dog, and a computer.
puppy is picked up his son.
that night, she called the son of a thousand miles away.
son smiled and said, swelling of the liver Mom, I have a girlfriend.
son of a senior student, she always wanted to hear his son say that word. But once these words came, she was sour, Wang Ran to regret it. She pretended not surprising asked, yes, mom waiting for this day yet. Where the?
son, we the school.
Ruyan asked, the students do?
son said, but the same bedroom with it.
Ruyan heart of a old-fashioned, but gas is not as strong reason not straight, then: you are such a critical time for hh, you do not make any thing to do.
son laugh: No, no, I killed will not.
Ruyan said, that she go we go back to their bedroom.
son, said she no place to live, she had been thrown.
Ruyan cried, you say What is it?
son finally laughed at the other end, but also to help the boy heard another grin.
son said, Mom, she was a puppy, a dog my daughter.
Ruyan asked What dog?
son said that the dog ah, DOG! DOG! four legs, a tail, sort of.
Ruyan said, God, you are raising is not good, but also a dog ?
son said several of us raising them.
Ruyan said that this time, there are idle mind dogs?
son said, no way, it depends on me.
Ru Yan know, this kind of things, not forced, the more you ban, he was more full of enthusiasm. in love with, too, had she and her husband's marriage, and half is his mother prompted. Besides, the days high and the emperor far away, He is raising a group of mice, how can you? realize she was the mother, then, mostly on, but only time will tell. It is the crystallization of a life experience, do not listen to reason. questioning her mother, what are you Where despise him? mother said, I did not despise him, you do not like him. these things have basically been made in the mother. ladylike mother, married a revolutionary cadres, but the bones, or that set. Perhaps it is because a married to protect her and give her the privileges of men, who retained her hand, that a more. Ruyan seen some of the mother's relatives and classmates, family background and her mother similar to married people with their generally good match, the results and their men together, suffering from humble Jilinggousui's, and have actually lost his mother as arrogance. However, some truth in this way is to use life experience to understand, and not some enlightened teachings to the.
Ruyan forbearance forbearance, calmly said, you wash it, do not make sick.
son said, no problems, please feel very real. I'm old qualification, I started a dog-year-old, right?
son said to him after the sentence is that the students listen. Ruyan said, is that your support for you, eat and drink Lazard wash your own it still not clear.
students name with the son's puppy: Yang Yanping.
02
that computer is the son's sophomore buy. summer, his son home hold back a few days, the first time ever to do a lot of housework, and then sheepishly said, like a computer. He is a school of architectural design, needs a own computer. she did not agree, it might affect his son's studies, afraid he played the game, there are some unhealthy things. Ruyan is a conservative who, for all the new things, will keep their distance from the beginning, remain skeptical until that new thing about almost old, but like it. In especially on clothing. For the fashionable word, the more stubborn resistance, saying wow thiazolyl, ah, ah Jiangzi, like listening to scratch the glass disk. to the future, the Internet, just like half of illiteracy.
'd tolerance his father, saying that sooner or later buy, buy as early as early as corpuscles.
Yeliang computer City soaked two or three days, save the one at the highest configurations compatible. husband said computer upgrade this thing too fast, you buy back the first day began falling behind. now grab one o'clock the first, can be little more persistence. Moreover, a good son, but also drawing machine. In this class concept, the son of his father is very admired, and said, Dad this is the real times.
the end of that summer, Dad would looked more closely at the computer and pack it to send his son on the train. he said to his son, often to call home, do not forget your mother have a computer.
more than a month after her husband died in a car accident on his way in the business. < br> Ruyan bought her husband killed by a car after the puppy, often ominous feeling. husband on the road all year round, several times a nightmare, all his misfortune to see, like her husband said, had never say, can never be said finally.
After graduation, his son brought back to the computer, or the original box, above keep his father's handwriting, reads a certain university such and such a system, says his son's name also read, have finished college, all subjects eligible to go directly to graduate school there. earned good grades, and the other party has a very substantial scholarships, thrifty, RBI workers, basic necessities are also enough.
husband died, his son immediately on the wiser. a year or two before going abroad, he has been working to an architectural design firm, earned the travel and going abroad to France the first line. According to him, had bought this computer the value of a tenfold gain in terms of on its money. home, he will take care of that computer a lot again, increasing the hard disk and memory and installed a new XP, with a camera probe and headset, installed broadband, all of this, he adhere to their own independent funding. Ruyan he said, count me in for you. You will know the future, this is a good thing.
for Ruyan it, never thought his whole life and the computer will network to deal with. In her view, this stuff, and disco dancing, racing, McDonald's, electronic games is a kind of cartoon, is the Business Times heartless big drunken party. the media coverage on the network, most of also, and truancy, fire, fraud, robbing, killing-related conditions. well past that time for their trendy age. A few years ago, the unit I do not know what crazy hair, each intermediate grade or above who have carried out computer training, each times two weeks. The result is in pitch darkness to go, come back in pitch darkness. not to mention operation, just those DOS language, put people get dizzy. mix had a completion certificate and all will be forgotten clean. since then, met with the head of the machine. son always said, ah out of date. She thought, falling behind falling behind, left behind his whole life thing more, to have to catch up, give her two life time, for fear it is too late. ancients a green lamp lights the whole book is very fine very rich do not live a life of it? see his son doing so are all the eight children, has spent so much hard-earned money of his own making, they have to treat it as a son down deeply to accept.
all debugging, son set the whole operation is a super fool, as long as the power button press about everything at a glance. desktop he also left a written instruction manual, in case any problems met , opened on the line.
two days, the son of motherhood as a grandmother, bit by bit the hand and taken the trouble to Ruyan literacy.
Section 2: If Yan (2)
son to Ruyan Debug camera probe, appeared on the screen Ruyan and son busy at the computer image - Ruyan see themselves and their son, the same characters as the television show activity on the screen, it is a novelty. said, you go to France, I can be seen here? son said, as long as there is a network, to the moon can be seen. son picked up the small probe, the same as the camera, to study to a long panning. You can also take photographs, son said, where point a bit, a Ruyan photos in the library to fix the screen. can do monitor, you're not at home, open it, it will house the movement record such as the thieves came in - Ruyan said, you do not scare me, ah, I'd rather let him steal me, do not scare me.
can see far away in France, son, Ruyan want, even if this computer is only the kinds of features, but also sufficient. So, when you come up with the reopening of the year just to run into the middle school educational level of college spirit, to meet a whole new concept, new operations. has learned dizziness. < br> son applied to the Ruyan E-mail, the installation of MSN, there is QQ. son smiled and said, QQ is a good thing, like a rope tied to a dog, any time, you just said something, I will know . I said something, you know.
Ruyan laughed listening, thinking, this guy really talking ah.
son to Ruyan a screen name for themselves, and good to her in the forum, QQ on the up.
Ruyan think about that, or called two words, Yan did not believe, son that you just say a few, we try? Ruyan said remove the grass first, Yan remove the woman next to the word, neutral. Sure enough, all the way up unimpeded.
Ruyan is the name of the mother played. from the name, you can see that the mother's Ladies complex. Ruyan a sister and a younger brother, whose name is the mother played. her father not to play. Ruyan that wave's father, all filled with pride to their children to play on the founding, Xinhua, against the United States, Peninsular, construction, hygiene, there are four clear leap hh later, Weidong, Wei Qing, Wei Biao, nine, when the new name of this class, a seven or eight children, as they can read a brief history of new China.
Forty years later, Ruyan has its own screen name, the name of a son to play: If Yan. She actually liked it better than they originally thought to be simple, to the atmosphere, a little road winds bone cents.
03
few days later, Ruyan all the way to send him to the airport. that she insisted on going, and she knew the reason his son would not let her go.
checkpoint, son leaned over to embrace her. her this only to find his son so high, the body exudes a man's sweat, there is a very familiar taste she has, is his father left in his body, the smell never dissipated. This is that from his body was delivered of a small meat balls in it? is unavoidably that twenty-four hours so you have to worry about little things? is it a bath are afraid of the small bones of his children crumple up a villain ?
When my son was about six or seven right, not a habit, and her intimate relations. occasionally hold him on the bus, he would stiff stiff, embarrassed look like natural, then, , he struggled down, he would rather grab rails, standing beside her. Unlike the past, such as tightly against her, like a magnet, soft hands stroked her neck, her cheek.
he Dad died, for a long time, his son became quiet, very reserved about her, talk to her, always pour the word discretion in the sentence as I do not know is she afraid of bumps, bruises, or afraid of their own. He almost does not she mention his father.
great strength to embrace her son, she felt, as long as his son straightened up, it would be easy to her up, the same as holding a baby.
a few seconds, maybe longer some time, release her son, smiled and said, see the Internet.
she laughs and says, see the Internet.
At this time, she found his voice soft like a little girl.
This is a son's rite of passage.
son has been so with a smile, but later laughed it becomes stiff. she and her son can not hold on. son back, they never said farewell to the group. they are afraid of touch this topic. leaving the day before, his son said he was going to the cemetery to see his father. Ruyan said, do not go. put your dad on the line installed in the heart.
check the radio sounded. she said, brisk walking it, the good care of yourself. finished, smiled, waved and walked away. She was afraid he finally held restrain at the last minute. out of the ten steps, full of tears she turned round and saw his son has gone to the end, she was saying, do not turn back ah son.
security channel in the bend of his son disappeared, she felt like a winter twigs detached from the yellow leaves floating, spinning round and round, I do not know where the DPRK to go down. She has never been felt so empty and helpless. son around her effort to remain as still as Huoluo shoulders, back. was surrounded by invisible, is a too weak touched on the broken shell; shell stuff inside, leaving his son the moment, has been hollowed out. then, how to train, how to get home, have drifted a long distance like sleepwalking.
Link back to foster care from the downstairs neighbor's dog. dog saw her, tail wagging was 忽悠 忽悠, small ass twist was the same rattle. Ruyan thank the neighbors, call out hold back the tears a few days out on the rushing Bay.
puppy before channeling channeling her upstairs after the place. puppy recognize only the It is a look at you blankly, as if to ask, what did you say?
back home is 9:00, if the flight goes well, the son of that is up. Ruyan calculate the time difference, is the son over there 14:00. knowing that his son will not be online this time, she opened the computer, did not expect, on behalf of his son's head that the dog was found in the lower right corner screen beep beep slipped to jumping the slip. son named Drew network skin, is a cartoon dog, stern, but also smart. his childhood favorite it.
De Lupi: Mom, arrived safely, all the best. now temporarily living in one of my Xuexiong here the Internet with his computer. Next may have to scramble more than a week, mainly to find housing. here's universities do not provide accommodation, even if you are a great professor. (a tongue grimace)
De Lupi: here is really a a good place to study architecture and design. Paris itself is a building the museum. then I want you to take a good look.
De Lupi: I am after 5 pm (that is your 0:00) may come Look online. Do not wait for me, what, you can stay in the QQ,.
De Lupi: I found the room to install the phone, then cable, then it will be much more convenient. You asked a good practice typing, not to worry when I ah. (a blushing shame, Facebook)
De Lupi: I want to sleep, my body clock all messed up, they say, like a few days.
Germany Ruppi: 88888888888888 (a red rose)
This is the Ruyan first experience network. Yunyunhuhu she had a feeling. son thousands of miles away, at the moment to jump in front of you to speak, grimace , also presented a red rose.
Ruyan transferred out smart pinyin, one by one to catch her words to be, but also a component of a word. for pick up the pen, do not want to have the text flowing to rushing from his writings Ruyan, it just seems to flash back to learn to write as a child, she would often see a word or words, are pleased to have picked up like a baby.
Section 3: If Yan (3) < br> The word is out of fingers hitting the keyboard, and you hit it, you can not see any stroke, they directly into your square box in front of the foot in, and then that a thin telephone line, winding, overseas over the sea, go to a hut in Paris, France, and then displayed in front of his son.
such as Yan: Ping son, to see your message, really happy - his words lost words jump box, enter, and entered his son's message board.
Ruyan first time sent a message on the network.
such as Yan: mother to you. you may not understand life , a mother worried about this. When I pick up from the neighbor, reason hh
Ruyan son to such a word, a word, a word to write down, like Zhong Lexie, stop also can not stop.
night, from the son said there are several hours of time online , Ruyan open QQ, landed on the MSN, as the son of a bust of the child or checkers red ocher, the son said, if it is green, he is in it. she wait for it to turn green. Ruyan bring a headset with tried to teach his son the way, the headphones came the echo of her words: hello, hello, hello, hello De Lupi, son hello, hello hh She opened the camera Ruyan probe, the video window appears their bust. she was chosen to head, to raise their hands, that the Ruyan also happens inside the head, raise their hands. She looked his face with a faint smile like a child, like to do a prank. She remembered taught her son the photographic method, clicked the Zhang. take a picture of her to give their own satisfaction, sent his son. There Yang Yanping, but also give it a few photos, sent to his son. She called Yang Yanping, take him to the body. When she holds it the time to hold that little son of the year as the same, gently, soft, and has a good feel.
Ruyan has not accepted the original animals that have hair, or say to accept all animals, like birds, goldfish a class, you can see far, but do not want to touch them, it seems to be a little older. is between men and women, she did not used to that move beyond the conventional, and even other The men shook hands, especially one that did not feel the strange man, tired of heart will play, not to mention dancing. she went to college was I, crazy dance dancing on campus, class girls pull her go, she will be in the side view to help students see clothing, pour tea. in accordance with the reviews of girls, Ruyan type are elegant, beautiful people, but Ruyan's beautiful, not the kind of very exciting, but need to slowly enjoy the taste slowly , the longer to see the more detailed, more delicate beauty, that the. unlike some women, bright and eye-catching at first glance Shiyou, see for a long time, and that more is at the more mediocre. Both the difference between, like tea and sugar. sitting on the bench of the girls, most of them almost look like temperament. They are always eager to start a new one, there is a boy or a male teacher, he came to his outstretched hand. Ruyan On the contrary, every time someone came up to her, she would panic, repeatedly saying a word, I will not, really not, I've come to them when the custody of the hh husband once said, are to those of literature classic victims, to victims of Plato.
all preparatory work done, she begins to give his son a message on QQ, and she now became interested in typing with the keyboard, like a child, just got a box of crayons , eager to use it to draw some things on paper. She said that for the first time alone with her son to operate a computer process, said the dog that bears his name, said he learned to probe hh Ruyan camera is a wise man, on the There is an innate love of words, that keyboard, that input method, and soon up to her intimacy, her ten fingers, ten head villain children jumping on the keyboard, and soon found a feeling. she liked the subtle dance, or even like it on the keyboard, tap the general playfield. she decided, no matter how late to come to his son, she would wait for him. I did not expect, just after 12 o'clock, QQ's crickets called up at the same time, the son of the De Lupi head start flashing mischievously.
She hastened to open the window and saw his words:
De Lupi: wow! OMG, you're amazing, playing so many characters? I've had read. (a tilt of the thumb)
as Yan: I type slow, you're going to anti-snack. (a cop)
De Lupi: We are on MSN.
such as Yan: Good.
MSN, the son's image green. Ruyan a click, dialog box opens.
De Lupi: Mom, we try to use voice and video, slowly, do not panic.
Video gradually show, Ruyan see son. son wearing a white long-sleeved T-shirt, smiled at her very spirit of the land. After a while, the headphones came the voice of his son: Hey, can you hear me, mother?
Ru Yan: can hear very clearly. You do not say until after 1:00 to do?
son: After this afternoon's business in advance here. after supper to go out.
Ruyan: well?
son: okay, go to school tomorrow, and then led Qukan Fang people, some of this time will be hectic, no time on the Internet.
Ruyan: You busy get down to business, see you, I'll ease out.
sons: Yang Yanping it?
Ruyan: it at my feet.
son: hold me to see.
Ruyan Yang Yanping will hold up: see you?
son shouting a: Yang Yanping!
Ruyan remove the headphones, leans Yang Yanping ear. dog can not read the image plane reduced, but it had heard from the headset voice of the Son, nervously looking around, found nothing , they cried anxious barking.
son: France more than a dog can be really, street, various.
Ruyan: You can not just go and pick one ah?
Son: really want to pick one.
chatting chatting, Ruyan son went to see the back of a Chinese woman, stabbed her son about his son turned away, the woman made a gesture to eat, son nodded .
Son: Mom, I want to eat.
Ruyan: Go eat.
Ruyan thought, was asked: Who is she?
son: hostess. < br> Ruyan: You who Xuexiong it?
son: He is busy, usually do not come back for dinner.
Ruyan: hh I thank others for.
Son: Well, I got it. you go to bed earlier.
can go.
Ruyan: What Web site?
son: a middle-aged site, the community has a section called There is also the link above. There is also a forum called , and his voice disappeared into the night. Ruyan remember those childhood reading fairy tales, those mirrors,UGG boots, stones, or a lamp light and shadow in the volatile Ghosts come and go.
This is the first time Ruyan to see with their own related to France. Although this is just a very ordinary French, and even some of China's small room.
activities in the spirit of Ruyan, Russian literature and French literature accounted for a large space. that is Dumas Dumas, Zola, Hugo, Merimee of France, is a Roman? Roland Balzac France. sad sad dark beautiful city, the mysterious romantic indulgence of the country, strange and luxurious palace, warm and poor in the attic, but also a stone paved streets Seine and Notre Dame de Paris Ace Mirada hh Ruyan youth throughout the period of the dreamlike scene has haunted her, so she put down the Little Red Book, or long-handled hoe, nothing will immediately enter into another world.
Section 4: If Yan (4)
Ruyan know, today's France long ago not those described by the French classical writers, but she just thought of it, only those, no way, it was her own stubborn heart of the French. So, exposure to which she first saw the son of the French room, there is an unreal feeling.
04
Ruyan son to open the URL, the website called chess painting, poetry and friends, Shan years hh son said that there is a national study abroad information, employment information, shopping guide, transportation consulting, communication services hh
Ruyan find parts of France, to recruit Chinese students, there is son of the school. there are pictures of the school, the campus is very beautiful, like a manor, it is classical architecture, gardens, pool, mall, all kinds of beautiful statues, computer room, reading room, student work exhibition, and a student orchestra, Symphony Orchestra to open the program, you can hear them playing, the level really high, better than some middle of our country the number of poor standards of professional bodies. Students architectural design exhibition, variety, what kind of strange architectural style has, and some housing, is a lie the pig, pig nose is the door is a spiral staircase pig tail, you can back up to the pigs - a vaulted glass house. Ruyan think the future can not come up with such a son of the house to.
son However, open the browser, a basic principle, that is, bought a ticket to Disneyland all the way East tour visiting the West, all the way to dazzling, long forgotten came from. page has links, links have links, as I said, Dawson one, one two, two three, myriad things. according to the teachings of his son, Ruyan interested in his own web site, put their own favorites, all the way down, favorites have put too turn the bend.
Ruyan went to call that empty nest, an old woman, and then, two head turned into one word: empty nest.
forum moderator called Gu Hong, in the preface that said, we are flying a small child, and the remaining two fields and then - or an old bird, stay in the nest empty, in. but we have had our days, thoughts, hopes, fears, joy, send money, send material, transfer files, or wait for the return of a bird hh We love our birds, is bound to be a long unrequited love, they have their lives, they have to fly forward, we can only from a distance they flew away back hh until one day, from our line of sight disappear. Let us veterans have gathered here, to talk about our kids, talk about our own. Welcome.
see them, Ruyan heart of a hot, think of the son of college entrance examination days, in the closed outside the main entrance, under the hot sun, anxiety, and that a group of Palestinian center Ba liver waiting parents. At that moment, the weekdays in middle-aged men and women who have never met one by one are extremely affectionate, there is a feeling of profound feelings.
There are many forum posts, said children there, the weather, said discounted tickets, said homeless students which the school closes down; there are many that our days, say how they miss how lonely, from the birth of a child has been said today; also say how they adjust to relief, fitness, beauty, travel, learn calligraphy, dancing GB, hh dogs cats glow a second youth; also about other people's stories, tell read along with, say money, about this generation past suffering or warm; there are many textures, taken from their own flora, Tun Town, to travel abroad, to visit the child, it does. Ruyan read on page after page with great interest, these posts Changchangduanduan, no tricks , followed by most of some thread, that emotion, that praise, that provide different views or different information, animated conversation, it is fun. like the corner of the park, together with scattered loosely scattered group of people, familiar or not familiar , and close to talking, or listening to.
read these,UGG boots cheap, Ruyan have a urge to say something, just like the original outside the examination room, and those parents, like to catch a few words. In fact, life , the Ruyan is a very reserved person, not used to speaking in front of strangers is a familiar, more than one person, will be cautious. thought, after all, not in front of everyone's face, then knock a few words , hit a carriage return, then, the Internet BBS, the first time in a place called article, as well as photos, very kind. since we want to interact more, learn a lot from you.
Ruyan seen it twice, no typos. looked up at the clock, has two at night, a surge of weariness Chung up. it off, wash bed. This is the first network Ruyan life.
05
to work the next day, Ruyan who himself looked to the office, said that his son's things to a straight reference room.
Ruyan a free moment in the work of the Institute, the research object is plants. unit building is the kind of Soviet-style buildings in the fifties, large,Discount UGG boots, strong, simple, old in reveals a past luxury. F Tung Tau is a library, a number of idlers gather here often, say gossip. mahjong man said that eating and drinking that Landlord, the woman said that her husband, children, clothing housing. men and women with time, that is not some semi-yellow yellow piece, a prescription is not too much between each other jokes. knock who sum of money, bought a candy seeds, but also to share here. Room has the advantage, if there would be any contests leadership to run into, we immediately find the information or can pretend to like reading the newspaper. In this big city, where the atmosphere is more like a small town, peaceful, self-contained, no progress, there are some pyrotechnic gas tenements . her children several colleagues, the book is read it very well, so her son can be admitted to such a good university, and then to graduate school abroad, as well as scholarships - unlike some people, all the way to get money to buy , has been more than let them praise, envy. Wen Wen said Ruyan a quiet man, a husband and so do not go back no later than the ground, a son can drive like this, really more than made hundreds of thousands of foreign financial also strong.
Room is also used to come to the place Ruyan, listening to people chatting, while find some of your favorite articles read. Now that she was attracted to the computer.
Ruyan see the computer idle a, Xiao Li asked typists, no live dry?
Li said there several materials, no hurry, slowly playing.
Ruyan said, I also idle words for you to play ?
Li said with a smile, wanted to rob my job ah?
Ruyan said the president's daughter, who grabbed this job to go ah? we must look at your face, director of it.
Li said, and you a great intellectual, to allow you to dry do you Qiaobu Shang.
Li said, taking a manuscript handed Ruyan, smiled and said, I guess, ah, do you want practice typing!
Ruyan said, really personal fine, so you look to see through. Zanzhe computer internet connection?
Li said it could be, ah, dial, connect a phone line to line, is too slowly, send a message of what you can, chat ah, video, ah, to worried to death of people,UGG bailey button, we are used to broadband at home, too lazy to online here.
Li said, gave power line telephone line, that .